questions

Why do people succumb to anger?


thoughts

It feels so easy to slip into its grasp. But at the same time, from a distance, it looks quite stupid. Aren't we overreacting? What's the point of hitting one another, yelling at one another, going to war with one another? Yet when are up close, immersed in anger, we feel nothing but blissful rage, if that makes sense. Sweet revenge empowers us. Makes us feel as if we are at the top of the world. Maybe it is a survival mechanism. But I sure wish it weren't.
confidence

um
*pause*
uh
ehhhhhhhhh
*silence*
*looks down*

maybe i should start over
no, too late
must keep going

going, going, going
can i stop?
should i stop?
let me take a break

wait, this sounds so choppy
what is wrong with me?!?!
why did i say that!!!

yeah yeah yeah
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i like this
yes yes yes
YES YES YES
WOOHOO
good ending

what i wouldn't give to transcribe my exact thoughts
word for word in interviews

inside insecure
apparently outside confident
how this is true, i'll never know